Saturday, May 27, 2006 14:49
e sound of water splashing over e rocks..e wind blowing all over me..e bright stars sparkling above us..e great atmosphere surrounding us..everything was close to perfectt..i lurve him soo..i duno y i cant stop it.and i hope i wont stop it..i lorve mine n i noe bedah lurves her's too..we lorves ours..soo sooo muchh.so much so yesterday sweet n adorable couple date..whee.. it kips on playing in my mind..awww... hhehehheehez..okayy.. like i went to skool early todae..punctual lar ehh..i actuallie paid attention to this tym tutorial lesson he taught.mayb coz its interesting..hmm..met darll yoko fer lunchh.met my mentor.discuss some personal stuffs.. received advices n opinions..which also made me late fer my 1pm lab.class end early todae.n im e last to end e lab practical.ya rite..boddss...lain kali dtg lambat lagi ar..but i manage to finished it by 3pm..mentor said dat i actuallie improved.yeahh..from gpa 2.87 to 2.975..wow... i tot i dropped to 2.57but in da record it was stated 2.97.. so.. i better aim fer a higher GPA this sem.off i went home.had a short nap.before i get ready fer werk.my dad called me.i dunch noe y i had this "scared feeling" wenever i talked to him.like he's my dad la okayy..goshh..he came down to my werk place tadi..i hug him once i saw him.goshh, guess i miss him soo muchh..like yeah, i longed fer a fatherly love..i love him..i love my dad..i do haf a dad dunch i?i've never seen him so happy in seeing my face.but.. at tyms.. sumthing will always cropped up n im e one at lost..
i duno lar..
im sick n tired of being in a divorce family.being a child of a broken family.being e one their always after for..being e one in confusion on which sides to take..being e one whu always hafta put a mask in front of each of em juz to show dat im satisfied in my life..in wadeva decision they make.im soo sick la.mcm nk lari rumah jek..get out of this shiit once n fer all..but.. nvm..juz forget it..im contented dt at least i still haf 2 of my biological parents wif me.eventho not by my side but i knew its in their heart..so smile always dya..u've tolerating it ever since ur 8..juz hang on a lil more..goshh!!!!like i nvr had e chance to see or talked to my ayg todae..miss him alreadyy..lab tests n quizes are coming soon..like a week more n i haven even start studying.my scedule fer werk nxt week is already out..im werking on mondae n sunday ONLY.so, i guess dats gives me more n enuf tym to revise..yeahh..and so..i think i shud hibernate now.it shud gives me all e energy i need fer tmr.kynn,im always here.u can always turn to me wen u haf probs..my ears are always here to listen..and i still lurve u okayy?..
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