Monday, May 29, 2006 03:50
oh well~~i haf no mood..things were wrong ever since yesterdae.like once i reached werk place..i was told dat i need to pay a sum of 40 bux due to yest shortage.but it was fcuking not fair la..coz wen i do closing, it was an excess of 40 bux.so it means dat e post hav an extra of 40 bux.but wen e nyt people doe closing, ders suddenly a shotage of 40 bux and Im e one whu hafta pay fer it?like y me? fer god sake.. i swear ders$300 float inside dat post before i do e closing.mcm siall ar.. mane aku nk dpt siakk tu 40 ketul?my pay has not been transferred into my acc yet.mayb i'll get it next mnth she said.yelah, lau aku da kena byr all e shortage sumer,gaji aku stakat brape je seyy.puas hati i find sum other new jobs pe.cb cb cb cb..if ders anyone whus wants to sabotage me..i dun fcuking mind..tapi grow up ar..like im e youngest der..apa mau sabo sabo sioott..mepek ar..and yeah.i failed a task.so now my name has been blacklisted.by e headquarters..nvm, i still haf 2 more chanceslike, urghhhh!!!!!!!!i've never been in this kind of situation before.like seriously, i cant take it..but i haf to endure.yes.. ENDURE..zila kol me.had a few minutes chat wif her.i can see dat she is very happy ..they're goin sentosa tmr wif e rest.i miss her lar..i seriously do..i miss those tym wen we're so inseparatable."wherever zila ade, dya mesti ade"i miss those late nite talks we usually haf on da phone.i miss those usually last minute calls asking me out on an outing.i miss those us** cam-whoring together.i miss those "adeq, lets go to skool together"i miss my sista alot can?haiz..but things were diff now.i dunno if its me. or anything i did.or mayb coz im too bz rite now.ok like i called zda darll.we had a long talk.ders so much to talked about.i think our convos wont end if its not fer my ayg calling.things are getting so complicated nowadays.i dunch reallie noe wat they want.i dunch reallie noe wat all this means.but wadeva it is.. **LET CROSS OUR FINGERS**and juz ignore wad we hafta ignore. okayy darll?yeah, i miss khai too..mayb we 3 shud go on on outing,like aGAIN** can?zda darll,i lurve her la.i juz do.i noe her she noe me.i understand her she understand me.i heart her she heart me.wat more do we need?our happiness comes first ok, remember dat..if they lurves u, they shud respect e decisions u've made..more n more silence between us.i mean, we jus kept quiet fer dat convos.haizz.. i hated yesterdae.i hated it so muchh..ok so gd morning!!!lets look on e brighter side todae.i woke up upon hearing his calls.ok i lurve him now..(smilling)and always do..im werking in a couples of hours tym..lets juz pray fer e best.i might be new.i might alwaes be seen smiling despite e shitts dat happens..i might not noe anything yet.but, dun ever crossed e limits i've set.im werking wif nicholas todae.i'd be happy*sumtyms, life juz not going e way u wanted it to~~
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