Tuesday, May 23, 2006 13:24
(stamping and throwing things around my room)
like WTF?!!!
WTF?!!!
arggghh!!!!
ok i've let sum of it out..
hope i will b ok.
damm it lar..
i mean, y?
why?
anyone haf e ans?
NO!! yeah a big NO!!
i've always thought being in lurve is e most wonderful thing ever..
but i think, im wrong.
everything starts wif fun n laughter and
it always hafta end wif hurt n tears.
why?
im asking now, WHY?
is it a must?
haiz...
ok like i've cried to make myself feels better.
i hate our convos now.
it seems so diff.
way too diff.
do it hafta change?
i'll say we shud stick to our normal convos.
normal as in in da past.
i dunno lar..
i dun wanna think to much.
i dun wanna jump into conclusion.
i dun wanna.. haiz..
forget it lar..had fun wif e armpiits juz now.
went unda blk
fer lunch.
lepak-ing wif em was urber greatness..
wif drinks, foods, lighter, ciggs all over e table.
suprisingly, im cutting down on my number of ciggs per day.
well dat depands too..tk tau pulak yati n iqa is afraids of cats.
i mean, little cats.
hahaha..
klaka la korang lari2 tadi..
siao..fattah n fir!!!!!!aku miss korang jugak lar eh.
im sorie but i cant make it on fridae sal im werking.
but i'll soon join u guys one lar..
dun werry..
miss korang lar pantat..
one fine day, we will go lepak-ing like usual okayy?zahidah!!!!kiut lar ehh korang..
wat funny couples..
alwaes laughing, always smilling.
kadang2, nk jugak tgk ko n him serious.
alep always kols me.
but i di not pick up since i've already asleep.
i duno wat he wants lar babe..
yeah..
reallie looking forward to e triple thingy**
like we all will be sooo... nvmind..
hahaz..
see u wed darling..
i lurve u more den anything la.
after him i mean.
huahuahuahauahaa..aby!!!sorie if u were'nt expecting a call from me.
but after so long, yest was like some kind of a convos wif u.
i mean we reallie update each other wif everything.
like c'mon, i noe we were excited to tell out all e things we kept this few weeks.
n i didnt noe dat im dat special fren to u.
awwww... sweeet kan..
3 yrs la ok?
dun worry, im still nadia u knew since 02.
and i can assure u,
dat im e best Gf u can ever replace talking to u at nytss.
coz i noe dat i am.
and u told me dat too.. =)
im touched lar u..
hahahahahz..
and if only u did told me bt *xxxxx*
i think, nah.. i dun wanna mention it..
like i always say " tk dpt lat ehh"
hahahhha...
miss u already..
may u b happy always okay?
aki!!pe jek..
mane ade seyy..
mepek ..
nxt tym wanna noe stuffs, hear it from my own mouth can?
and not frm others.
coz its my life, ur actuallie talking about.im confused
did we want it to b this way?
do we haf a choice before we took up this decision?
are we rushing into stuffs?
y things change so drastically?
why? why? why?
i lurve u and i still do.
but do you?
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