Thursday, June 15, 2006 01:27
im in e free access lab ryt now..i nvr see hakim so engrossed in his werk..hahah wif his loud screamo songs playing on his hp.im e one whu is not studying.1st thing is dat im tired. and too many things on my mind.i duno which to settle first..im tired la.very the shagged.i went down clementi yest.juz to mit my ayg.and, shitts happened.damm it lar ehh.sumtyms, i juz hate it wen we fight.urghh!!!let it be or let it go?haizz..im juz lost fer words..sumtyms, i juz duno whu is he.things around us changes.repeatedly, or mayb all e tym..like e seasons fer example.it changes seasonally..from winter to autumm to spring to summer..the day changes from morning to afternoon to night..food turn stale e moment their expiry date met..the temperature around us sumtym rises n fall..nothing is constant..things change.and i cant make things stay e same way i wanted it to be.all i can do now is, pray fer e best.dedication to fauzi, aby n helmi..btw a thousand yesterdays n million tmr, ders only ONE todayand i wudnt let tis day passed w/o saying tis 2 u..i wudnt be as happy as i am now if i didnt noe u..thanx a million fer being der fer me tru my ups n downs...u nvr fails to make me smile...yoko,if u think dat he isnt e one fer u..do wat u hafta do k syg.im always here fer u to fall on..i noe u love him..try to talk things out first okayy..i juz hate sum people.mcm, mind ur own bussiness la..stop intruding my life or wadeva shiit dat is..im so sick of u lar..haiz..been too bz..i misses nurull!!!!wen can i bump into u again darlingg?i miss fyda n fyra!!my two lil bitches..i miss my whisperer!!and his sexy voice..i miss my normal life la!!crazy dumb blur me..i've got sum missions to accomplish..to prove em dat i manage to handle such small stuffs..and to make this upcoming production a success.only den, im satisfied..im werking at 11pm later.n i haf production practise later too..i hope ders tym fer me to hibernate fer tonite..is my life crashingg?looking at u..e pasts juz crept up to me again.i feel uneasy..
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