Sunday, July 09, 2006 14:41
im home!!!!
been so long i last touched my comp.
i last touched my teddy bear.
i last touched my radio.
i last touched my bed.
home sweet home...
wed
went to skool to watched ayg doing his dk practise.
it went well i guess.
ayg is e tukang karut fer dis yr production.
i noe, he can do it.. =-)
after their training, we went to town..
catched e morning movie.
being wif him makes me more than happy.
even if we had less convos, i still lurve him.
seeing him smile lift e pain in my heart.
i may not say this often, but I LOVE U ayg..
im sorie if tears were to fall on this very day,
but i juz cant bear to lose u..
thursday
woke up wif him by my side.
i smile..
took e morning train n went to skool.
reheasal was okayy.
it was a boring day la of coz..
not much thing to do precisely.
had to wait fer e tnt peeps,
only den i can get my job done.
hanging out wif e dk n drama peeps mostly.
their fun people lar.
had a full dress reheasal but,
cant manage to finished it due to tk cukup tym.
so we all went off to our respective rooms to hang out n had sum sleep.
before dat, ayg called me to one side and asked me if im ok.
and, he was not happy if sum things..
n dat make me think again n again.
i played soccer wif e guys fer a moment.
we scored 3-3.
haha so much fun.
watched vcd bought by e peeps n dat soon get me to sleep.
was so tired but managed to tahn till like 4am seyy..
tmr is e big day..
eventho i make my ayg angry at tyms, i noe dat he still lurves me.
coz, actions show more den words. wink**
Fridae
on hearing wawa n zila loud wake up call..
i woke up fer dat moment n went to sleep.
was tired lar.very tired..
but today is a big day fer me, n everyone whu took part.
e tym came. everyone was ready.
dok was nervous. i told him to relax.
my intercomm was already on my head.
everything will be fine.
e cutain open..
intro started..
it was perfect**...
i guess everyone enjoys e show.
i was stress up der.
but i manage to calm myself down.
wif afiq's non-stop smiling expression,
and zul's n yan's blur expression,
they nv fails to make me smile backstage.
farhan n yan had been doin a great job bein e backstage crew.
during dk performance, it was awesome.
saruan being e juara n my ayg bein e karut..
im sooo proud of him.
am proud of e dk guys too..
every one did a great job.
from dat moment, dats it.
i knew dat it wud end.
my job is done n im gonna miss being e SM alot.
thanx to e directors fer giving me a chance to be e SM.
i hope i've done a graet one.
satisfaction overcomes me.
hugging aishax, "we did it!"
i smile..
debrief was held after e production itself.
it was a sad moment fer me.
coz they will b leaving. but i knew dat they wud come back..
gonna miss yana, aishax n zila alot!!!
things gonna b diff w/0 em..
zila,
i lurve u..
ur my one sista i had always lurve.
thanx fer e joy n fun we shared.
e tears we cry, e moments will always be remembered..
i noe im hard to handle at tyms, but..
dat desnt mean dat i 4got u.
i heart u, alwyas n forever..
todae is e last day im gona wake up wif ayg by my side.
e past 3 days wif him,
make me realize how much he reallie meant to me
n how much i reallie lurve n need him in my life.
dats him, Nur'rizman bin salleh
e lurve of my life..
¡¡uɐɯǝɔıןod ɹɯ ʎɯ ǝʌoן ı
