Tuesday, August 15, 2006 14:20
im home early todae.
no nagging..
no sulky faces..
no critizing of any kinds..
no pissed off feelings todae..
whee~~~
im sad lar..
so sad here..
i duno y am i feeling this way..
i haf those gud n great frens around me..
but, my feeling of sadness,
still overcomes my feeling of happiness.
y? exams couldnt be e reason of coz..
but.. e feeling is strange..
feels like..
GOSH!!!
i sound so deppressing here.
i mean, e more im trying to elaborate bt it,
e more emotional i feel..
ermm..
lets talk about happy stuffs..
hmm..
precisely, everything i "bump" into makes me happy..
iqa!!! wer are u?..
i so need u here wif me lar.. i've got a mission to accomplish..i HOPE i manage to..of coz i will..but..i dunoo..im just worried..worried dat things might go wrong or wadeva..i mean..yeahh wadeva..
my ayg n me make a bet todae.n fer e first tym in my life im accept his bet.once, he did ask me to agre on this betting game wif him..like we're not suppose to talk to each other fer a mnth or so..n whoeva breaks e bet Wins..but, i turn dat down.unlike this..i agreed to it..n we'll see k ayg..we'll see how it goes..hush hush okayy!!!ok, its been like 2 days i last seen my darls!!bedahkuz, haz, sue, elly n nana..miss u all already..precisely, khai had been missing ever since production.i missed her aLOTT!! dat darl of mine..not forgetting my belorved darlinggs!!!!twinny Ain, lovely NuruL and noisY aisha!!these 3 gurls cant make my hair stand lar..wheneva i hear em shouting my name..it doesnt matter if ur at e other end of e canteen or wadsoever..but, seeing em can already make myself smile..kakak, ur goin off tmr..do take gud care of urself au..i lurve u..on behalf of e shaz fam,*we all lurve u*im reallie sorie, if we failed to haf e ann. dinner together..i've seen him around before..BUT he smiled at me todae.
i feel so weird. WTH?!!
heh.