Friday, October 13, 2006 20:01
Who do you turn to when the only personin the world that can stop you from crying,is exactly the one making you cry? well,i can say e feeling sux ryt?yeahh big tym.but of coz, ders others whu wud be der to cushion ur fall..only dat.. its kinda different.ok im goin fer my appointment check up todae.i hopes everything will be fine.im wide awake ryt now.cant sleep.been tossing n turning in bed.skool is gonna start soon n i hafta adjust my bilogical clock..if not, i wont be able to make it to skool.skool?goshh..its starting already?so fast meh?but, im excited as hell..coz i'll have dos few babes n dudus dat will make me wanna go to skool everydae..unlike last semester.cant believe i cabot alot of labs n tutorial last sem.my GPA dropped like alott can?i hafta buck up.. n get my grades back to normal.at tyms, it feels great to haf frens whu cares.n im gonna miss my b alott. dun werry we'll meet up fer accounting class okayy ?and we'll gonna updates each other wif stories again n again.it juz wont stop..myself?well, i might look diff tho.had my hair chopped.i think im putting on weight.urghh!!but it's weird la.i only ate 2 slice of pizza fer buke and had my "sahur" at 12-1amstill, i think im putting on weight.i always tot pizza is one of e healthy foods.coz its being heated up n NO oil is being used.but i guess i was wrong..i forgot about e flour, butter and cheese.mayb i'll juz cut down on em.but, wif all e shiits dat im facing ryt now..i think i'll lost my appetite n also abit weight.thoughts?sumtyms i juz wanna sleep n not wake up until i feel like to.coz wen u sleep, u think of nothing.it kinda relax my mind.at tyms i juz wish im "doraemon"(e cute little blue creature wif magical pocket on his stomach)i can juz take out anything "special" frm my pocket n make things easier..but ders no such thing as magic in this world.if only i could take my head off,shake off all e shiits n put it on back.i'll be more den happy.love?im happier now den before.sum things juz make us more closer towards each other.sum things tends to make me understand how it reallie feels to b in luv..it hurt, it sux, it's fun, it sweet, it makes me happy.still, im glad i still haf e courage n faith..to be in da r'ship wif him,wif or w/o e ups n downs of lurve.well, in short..i think im gonna hurt damm loads losing him.life?un-normal i guess?i've got 3 different ways life.i juz wished all 3 will merged one fine day..so dat i dun haf to run far away from either one.im sick n tired of putting on a mask every seconds of my life.wen can i actuallie juz be myself?..gosh..its already 5am.i'll go haf a cup of tea.haiz..
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