Tuesday, May 22, 2007 10:38
i kept on thinking..
wats e purpose of having a boyfren?
is it fer money wen we're in need?
is it fer leisure wen we're bored?
or is it bcoz feelings started to grow out of nowhere
and u cant run away from dat feeling no matter how far u go.
remisnicing e past..
i dunch noe from wer e feelings come from.
its all out of a sudden.
mayb bcoz ders teeny weenie bits of feeling fer him though.
hehehe..
but im glad im wif him now.
nvr did i regret spending most of my tym wif him.
as tyms goes by, e feeling blooms..
and yes.
i lorve him.
i really do.
He has change me into being sumone i nvr tot i'd be.
He has make me realized between the rights and e wrongs.
and i thanx him fer dat.
at some point of tym..
i dun reallie care abt e money.
i dun mind us not having cash wen we're out.
its not e money dat counts anyway.
its e quality tym together.
and i juz lorve every single seconds wen im wif him.
sumtyms, i juz want u.
yes ONLY u.
ur smile.
ur convos.
ur touch.
but then again,
sumtyms..
i think dats askin fer too much.
even if it doesnt include dollars and cents.
how i wish,
he wants to talk to me..
he hopes im nt in trouble
he wants to hold my hand someone hopes everything turns out all right
he wants me to find him
he think i AM a gift
he hopes im are not too cold, or too hot
he wants to laugh with me about old times
he remembers me and wishes i was there
he needs to know that my love is unconditional
he values my advice
he wants ME to hold him in my arms
he can't wait to see me
he loves me for who i am
he loves the way i make him feel
he is glad that im his friend and always will
he trusts me
yeahhh..
took dat from some mail..
i noe its ridiculous tho..
but sumtym, u wanna be in ur life of fantasy too..
u noe like fairy tales?
hahah..
k dats childish..
went his house on Sundae.
his mum cooked my faves la sey..
Sambal udang and ayam lemak cili padi..
watched Kabil Khusri Kabil Igam wif them.
thanx ayg.
i wan Danny can??
geram seyyy..
mcm nk gigit!!
hey, i miss dat couzzin of urs.
yg rambut krinting tu..
will see them soon.
i juz wish im more open up to them
like he is to my family.
haizz..
and yeah.
i stayed home e whole day on Saturdae.
its hard to believe tho.
CAYANG???
wonder wat he actuallie meant by dat.
like eeeuuuuu can?
goshh..
my hair stands la ok!!
PS: Be Mature. Be very mature.