Friday, May 25, 2007 22:01
im a pessimist.i do need confidence.i need morale support, and guidance.some positive thinking to make me open up and show the others that i can do it too. but if people keep lookin down on me as if i wont be able to make it happenor i can barely handle the situation..or mayb im juz wasting my tym..or im nuts..that wont get me nowhere either.yes, pple always wants e best in life.and wen i get motivated to do such stuffs, someone juz shoot it on me.and *poof* my hopes and enthusiasm went down juz like that.and i hate that.why cant they juz believe in me and gave me their support instead?haaaizz...if it hafta be this way, i guess im missing alot in life.i haf a dream .alot of dreams to achieve all this while.but sumhow rather, sumthing or sumone is in da way.and i dunno juz how to liberate it.am starting attachment soon.tym flies so fast huh?..im no more a teenager.soon im gonna be a young adult.goshh..and if people keep on treating me this way, i duno how possible am i gonna achieve all my goals in life.PS: i wanna be e "old" me can?
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