Take me from the past of all my mistakes to where the future lies

Monday, July 31, 2006 11:27

yest was NDP preview.

well, i juz got no mood to blog la.
sorie eh ayul.

my ayg called me tadi.
talked to him fer awhile.
guess, i managed to "tahan" him fer not using hp fer e past 7 days.
coz, i get to hear his voice everyday b4 i dozed off..

now is alrady wk 16.
gosh!! i still haf 3 lab test n 2 written test to go..
wk 18 is skool holidae..
but fer me, its gonna b wk 17 la of coz.
i mean, wat fer go to skool n waste tym
wen u can actuallie haf sum nice long sleep at home?
and ya.. i gotta study lar..
been slacking so much this semester..
haiz..

im bored lah

Saturday, July 29, 2006 14:50

had my IPD test juz now.
was ok lar coz i did study okayy..

went meet abang, helmi n anuar!!!
mcm me n anuar tok alot lar ehh..
since abang n helmi are bz studying fer their test.
mcm wadeva modules their taking now,
i da amek lar last semester.. hmm..
weird..

wen fer my BPO lab.
maha boring lar ehh..
si ashyrik tu asyik cari aku jek..
mepek sak..
macam, stop it lar ehh..
cari thru NAX plak tu..
(NAX is like e chat room fer all E.I student.
u can chat wif juz anybody in wadeva yr they supposed to b.)
mcm org pun leh tau ar if they wer to see e window..
eeeuuwww..

went mcg rm.
weneva i saw bedahkuz*,
we will give each othe kisses!!!
sayang ko lar ehh.
rindu ko pun ade..

lepak pat mcg wif mai n elly since e guys are havin their training.
waited fer zila to come den we're gonna watched fyza, wawa n shaf dance.
and so elly haz me n zila took a bus der.
so much of e story telling session..
met bedahkuz** n wan too..

mcm e show was great lar overall..
e dance were awesome, specially e ones by PA.
i was like OMG!!! so the lawa ok..
went eat at banquet afta dat.
den lepak jap unda e blk den we went home.

shitness!!!
besok ndp preview lar ehh..

Friday, July 28, 2006 14:43

WEDNESDAE

had tarian meeting..
yana n kakak came!!!
missed them lar..
mcm dulu lau pi mcg room jek da leh dgr kakak nye suare..
ade je au kiter gado..
tarik rambot all.
now, all of dat da tkde..
and dat make me missed u even more..
kesian zila.. hafta tolerate n stop us frm quarelling..
missed those stuffs lar..
e outings, e lepak-ing at coffeebeans n starbucks,
missed watchin movies together, e seoul gardens, e gelare
e hagen daaz,not forgeting e fish n co.
and the ups and downs we used to haf..

but we're havin this one yr celebration!!!
hopefully, all of us are gonna b free..
a date to remember, 060805**
this ONLY goes to certain people.

i asked ayg if he wanna celebrtae our mnthly ann wif em or alone.
he said, on e 5th kite spent tym together dua org
den spent wif em e next day..
its like a celebration after another..
reallie looking forward fer it..
hearts**

i kinda miss yana's soft n well-mannered convos.
she's nice au.. my abang's darlingg..
abang is lucky to haf her..
and im lucky to noe her..

at tyms, yana n kakak's concern on others buat aku terharu.
tak tau kenape la but, it's not easy to get this kind of frens..
those whu make u realize ur mistakes..
those whu dare to "tegur" bout ur wrong doings..
those whu dun want u to be on e wrong track of life..

oklah, like i went home alone lar ehh todae..
my ayg sakit pat uma.
he neither went to skool nor his dikir..
alalala ciannnye ayg aku satu tu..

hahahzz..
we got free shoes!!
and to sue, aku cayang ko la okayy!!
thanx i wanna say..

PS:bout e hiding under table thingy..
cumer kiter 5 aje eh yg tau..
hehehhez. winkies**

THURSDAY

went fer my OOAD test.
thanx to rizal fer giving me e ans..
tapi mcm da lambat lar kan..
mcm tk sempat nk copy pun.
still, i manage to open it in words n copy bits of it..
hah! and it only like 1 hour.
stayed awhile to do e sequence diagram fer sem pro.
and im glad its done..
juz hafta print it all out n they are gonna do e presentations slide.
my job is done!!

had lunch wif hafid n eszad.
cute lar ehh si eszad tu..
hahhah..
mrepek ade, klaklar ade..
overall, CUTE!!

went mcg room while they go fer their lesson.
stayed till 5 plus lar coz i gotta go study.
mcm da smangat2 tulis notes pun tk gune lar..
sal end up aku akan copy..
hmm..

ayg!! im sorie au..
smlm i suruh u kol i b4 u tido,
tapi mcm i lah yg TERtido..
heehz..

Wednesday, July 26, 2006 14:34

had my presentation juz now.
it was OKAY.

went blk f afta dat.
was shocked wen i saw everyone was "dirty"
n thanx to my darling khai fer putting dat
wadeva-smelly-shits all over my face n e pouring of gassy drinks on my head..
e smell of whipped cream nearly make me vomit but i didnt.
i smell bad.. eeeuuuuwwww..
and i had some silence walk home wif my ayg..

morning,
went to meet ayg.
and i wasn't late.
we met on da dot lar ehh..

den we walked to skool..
gOSH!! its been ~~days~~ weeks i last walked to skool.
i duno y wheneva i see him, i tend to smile to myself.
passerbys might tot im one crazy gerl..
but whu cares, im crazy fer my ayg..

we had a long convos de other nyt.
i kinda miss those too.
its been like soooo long since we last tok on da phone.
heh. n thanx to a dear one fer making me feel relieve.
im sorie if it takes up a bit of ur tym but, i appreciate it ALOT..
mayb im too concern lar..
and yeah, i shall give him all e lurve he need.

i started to reminisce e past wen i came across this quote
"At first I thought we were friends, than I realized I loved him"

afta dat, all i can do is smile..
i cant believe dat it wud make me lurve u this deep..
am i in lurve? of coz i do..
but, i do think too..
"wat if i were to fall?"
yeahh.. dat is so PESSIMISTIC of me..
i mean.. ok ok..
i dun wana even think of it..

I miss you when something really good happens,
because you're the one I want to share it with.
I miss you when something is troubling me,
because you're the one who understands me so well.
I miss you when I laugh and cry,
because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear.
I miss you all the time,
but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night,
and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with
each other for those were some of the
best and most memorable times of my life.