Take me from the past of all my mistakes to where the future lies

Thursday, November 30, 2006 15:18

i understand us being tired.
i understand us not meeting each other..
i understand us wanting so much to meet each other.
i understand im werking ryt now.
i understand ur not skoolng ryt now.

i noe u love me.
i noe ur love keeps on growing.
i noe i love u.

guess wat.
i reallie enjoy myself todae.
as in REAllie REallie enjoyed it.
haaha..

from e pizza to e twists to e crab to e cuttlefish to e chix to e pepsi..
every single moments means alot to me.
awwww...

im in e state of confusion.
sumthings caught my attention!!!!
im in love!!
i love this 2 but i can only haf 1.
help me!!!

ayg, i nvr tell u this but u look gorgeous in dat jacket la ehh!!
was smilling to myself juz now.
goshh, cair gue!!!

Wednesday, November 29, 2006 15:37

nothing much to say.
juz THANKs..

u noe wat i mean.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006 14:29

woke up DAMM EARLy todae.
but, i slept back.
haha..
sorie rizal.

at ganesh house!!

my tshirt says it all!!
heh.

reached ganesh house at 11 in da morning.
edit sum things den went off to skool in a cab!!

yoko!!
i loike ur pants.
lawa la ok!!!
eeee.. wanna bite can?..
bah.

received warning letter fer it2743 already.
todae, been called out by e i-duno-whu of e module of it2746.
he aid if i were to fail this module,
it means my it 2745 will be dragged along.
and i hafta extend 6 more months in school..
urghhh!!!

went fer lecture.
bored seyy.
but sum other things kept me alert.
hahah..
like my ayg's msgs fer example..
wheee~

haf 2 n half hours of break.
so we decided to go J8 fer our dinner.
walk2 up n down e mall.
shiitt!!
PSBB shop is closed down..
urghh!!
aru nk tgk bag..

den seperated fer awhile.
mas wanna go see her uncle.
juli follow her.
kynn was on da fone wif i-duno-whu.so yoko n ganesh followed me around.
i loike this thing aloott!!!
but i duno..
n yeah, levis jeans are on 50% sale!!
do check it out!!

time check, its already 6.30pm.
so we rushed back to school.
lab was fun..
hahah..
kynn, u noe i noe.
wadeva it is, we did do "our" job lah ehh.

ayg not skooling, yet he came to school juz to fetch me..
awww..
touched.
i can see e smile in his eyes, dat means sumthing..
sumthing ONLY i need to noe.
(grinning off shyly)

Monday, November 27, 2006 15:35

i was browsing up all my pics in my comp n friendster..
wen i suddenly came across this pic..
gosh this was me n rizz a year ago..

and this is recently..
after we became a couple..
n i lorve him loaddssss can?..

k i spot sumthin in common in da nxt 2 pixies...
k now..
spot e SIMILAR..

rizz n dya

wawan n zahidah

got e ans?
hahaha.. ur ryt..
tak tau plak kiter amik same pose eh?
da boifren sleping n us looking at e camera.
omg.. dat is weird la kan.. but TRUE..
hearts gf bedahkuz**

i reallie miss those fun tyms together wif this darlingg of mine..
e dearest gf whu have been e greatest gf i've ever known..
i miss those dressing room camwhoring thingy..
only u n i noe**
hurhurhur..

my fyGurls..
fyra n fyda..
reallie miss those outings we used to haf.
susah lah nk jumpe korang skrg..
too bz wif stuffs..
urghh!!
finally, all of us da attached, so no left-out-feeling kan?
k settle.

ever since i changed class, i merely hang out wif this two!!!
kinda miss them.
i shudnt have change class la kan..
but even tho i've change, we still meet up n have fun, ryt?..
yeahh..
thanx fer making me laugh despite e u-noe-wat-i-mean..

e 1st gurl i noe in NYP.
noe otha den KATSUKI YOKO NINA
thanx to e little notty thing dat bring us together..
yeahh.. "CIGGIES"
heehhe..
now, we're still together..
no matter wat happen..
let us BE strong ok..
n we rAWks okayy!!
sumtyms i love u la.
especially wen we do da "NOTTY stuff" together..

i miss this 3 gfs of mine.
i reallie DO.
haiz..

these boys..
lurve their sense of style alott..
no more hang outs at south canteen n town huh?
yeahhh.. but reminiscing e past kinda make me laugh n giggle to myself..
how our friendship blossom dat is..

this is fattah.
e closest bro/fren i loved hanging out wif regerdless of wer n wen..
"pple" will get jeles or irritated if we tend to
stick together n pretend ders no one else around.
i still remember those dirty little secretsss n outings we share..
woopss..
hehehhhe..
do tkcr of urself..

dat is fir.
e person u can enjoy talking to fer hours..
e guy wif very open mind set n alot of surprises..
e guy whu called me "NAD" instead of "dYa"
n e rest follows..

mas n me..
relaxing ourselves at non other den our fave spot.(u shud noe wer).
dos days were bright..
fun n we laugh alottt..
talked about almost everything..
but, things changed i guess..
i juz miss u la..

last n not least
my armmpiittss!!!
miss em aloot..
wen is da tym wen we will lepaks unda da blk doin nothing..
n came to lecture juz to eat n talk..
one day, SEOUL GARDEN n ICE sKATINg k pple!!!
make it happen.

my kecohrable babes!!!
miss u la..
miss hearing us shouting each otha names across everyone..
miss those camwhoring sessions wif u guys..
n i kinda miss mac too..
ain, aku nk tkg wyg lagi la..
heheeh..
dirty little secrets babe..
hush hushh..

these 2 guys are e best chinese guy fren ever..
justin n lun..
even tho i knew em fer like e few days, but we clicked dat fast..
my lessons are nvr bored w/o u..
u noe i noe we noe ok..?
hahahah..

Sunday, November 26, 2006 13:33

i noe a dear fwen is dissapointed in me.
im truly sorie.
if only u knew wat i was thinking at dat very moment.
i knew u cared..
appreciate it loads.
juz wanna let u noe dat i lurve u..
bcoz noeing u, is a miracle to me..
thanx dearest..

hafta werk from ~~11-5~~ 11-10 todae.
im sorie ayg.. if im not home by 5.45pm.
been extended coz wawa sakit..
n cant make it to werk.
dat also means i got extra cASH!!
yeayiieee..

bedah darl called..
askin to lepak at esplanade wif wawan..
but i cant la babe.
if only u haf told us earlier..
n yeah.. i still remember da first couple outing together.
sweet kan..
mcm tknk balik gitu eh?..
sumtyms, being frens wif attached gurls n guys are fun.
coz they sumhow rather understand wat we've been goin tru.
n im glad most of my darls are attached!!
yipppiieeee..
excited seyy..

todae was stressful.
alot n lots of order..
haiz..
still i gotta do it.

ayg called me.
talked to his mum fer awhile.
pe jek au..
heheh..
miss u already la ayg..
ur sweet yest.
i loike!!
hehee..

wen they asked if i ever felt regret bein wif u..
i said No..
n yeah, i didnt feel a slightest regret ever..
thanx ayg..
fer every little thing dat u do.
it brings a great impact in my life.
wooaaahhh..

will be back soon..
they goin escape tmr.
tapi in da morning!!
ala..
nk ikot..
but i werking seyy..
tkpelah..
ayg ask me to meet him tmr.
yeayness!!

Saturday, November 25, 2006 16:32

omfg.
i juz came home.
and tym check, its 11.57 pm.
shiit..
uh ohh..
i juz duno wat to say to him.

so sad bedah hafta go hospital n meet her fren.
so went out wif wir, ayul, zila n yazid.
ate at e NEw sakura!!
hahah..
survey alot of stuffs.
i like this P.O.A button up shirt!!
n da i-dunno-wat cardigan!!!
hopefully, ayg let me buy it..
hmm..

gosh ayg..
im so sorie i reached home late.
im so sorie i , ala i duno la..
i noe u marah..
ur tone shows it all.
i noe ur not happy kan?
i juz duno how to explain.
BUt im sorie..

e guys are planning to go SENTOSA..
ala.. i wanna go..
i wanna haf fun too..
i wanna enjoy myself..
i wanna laugh n jump n everything..
it's been so long i..
tkde papelah..
its ok..
haizz..

i guess, i missed alot of fun stuff i usually do..

07:11

i smiled e moment i woke up from bed..
hahaha..

received alot of "I MISS YOU" msgs from my dearest darlinggs gfs..
to sue, zahidah n wirna..
sorie la, been bz cathcing up wif skool stuffs..
u noe la i cant depend on anyone actullie.
i promise i will meet all of u one fie dy..
n i chus e day to b todae!!!
see u all later okayy sayangssss..
much love much love..

omfg!!
ayg did not call me fer 2 straight days.
reason:

me: " asal u tk call i eh smlam? u buat ape je au? "
him: " asal u tk call i? i tunggu u nye call, u tk call i "
me: " tunggu i call? yelah u tk tau nk call i pe "
him: " i la ni. u la tk call i. bergantung ngan sape je "

hahha..
klaka kan.. i was waiting fer him to call me
n he was waiting fer me to call him..
aww..

oh ya.
nizam called me yest.
had a fast conversation since i was sooo tired.
weird is, asal tk aleh2 call eh?..
hmm..
wadeva.

todae is fauzi, man n apid last dae in skool..
same goes fer ayul n wan..
aww..
n i wont see these pple in da lab, tennis court,
south canteen n entrance nimore.
all e best fer ut attachments dudus..

meeting my gfs sooonn..
am counting e minutes n seconds..
yiipppppeeeee...
sayang korang..

Friday, November 24, 2006 15:54

these are pics taken while waiting fer hafid n ganesh

whee~~
guess wat?!!
i came early todae!!
but, both iqa n bo tknk pi lecture.
kong asam tul..
if i noe, i come late seyy..
tkpe, pasal notes nye pasal aku turun siang..
hehhe..

iqa, bo, hajar!!!!
serious pe nk pi ice skating?
nk pi seoul garden sumer?
eeeee.. best nyer!!!
cmfrm plus chop aku nk ikot..
aku ajak yoko skali k?
tk sabr nie.
cmfrm wif me e date n tym aite..
jgn ter-clash wif any other stuffs sudah..
eee.. excited nie!!!

have my VB lab test todae.
thanx to iqa's notes..
helped me abit..
but i dun think i get e codes right..
nvm..
25% jek..
asal kan pass sudah..
it doesnt make a diff to me.
if i haf studied i think i can understand e coding sey..
tapi biase la..
aku ni kan pemalas..
e only tym i study is wen der is exams..
tu part aru aku terkial kial nk blaja..
haiz..
bile la aku nk berubah eh?
kadang2 mcm lost pun ade pat class..
ketinggalan jauh sioot..
mcm tknk blaja lagi pon ade.
mcm nk give up pon ade..
haizz.. ntah lahh..
coz im e type yg if i tk faham or wat i tend to give up.. n do my own stuffs.
hahaha.. n yeah, dats wat i've been doing fer this past 6 weeks.
thanx eh dya!!!

i remembered sumthing.
n it kinda rings a bell in my head.

saw fauzi yesterdae.
he's having his presentation.
and so i disturbed him la..

me: alah, tkya buat presentation la. kate nk lepak dgn kiter..
him: tk boleh la awak. kiter jap lagi da kene present.
me: kiter nk awak tolong kiter in networking n Vb. sok kiter ade test.
him: ala.. sorie ar wak. tk boleh.
me: ala, tkya present la. lain kali boleh pe..
him: awak gILEr pe!!! ni mase depan kite eh!! da da pape kiter kol awak.
den he went off.

i didnt noe dat certain things, it meant alott to sumbody.
at tyms, mayb i shud take things more seriously.

after networking class,
we headed straight to Ganesh house.
i loike e chicken masala.
nice!!
but, sumthing happened la.
so sorie..
but afta awhile, it was ok.
n im glad it went awayy..

was so enthusiastic in our work till we didnt realise dat it's near to 11pm.
took bus home.
ayg called me .
asking me wer am i..
questioning me y am i still outside wen its already pass 10.30pm.
but, here i am home safe.
tmr skoolll again.
haizz..

hafid n yoko.. semangat seyy..

rizal, sampai tertido.. penat sangat agaknye..

ganesh n yoko..

me!!

ps: i got prove dat i reallie went n do project okayy..

Wednesday, November 22, 2006 15:41

a dedication to md farhan!!!
HaPPy 17Th Bdae DudU!!
atay cute n Cute alWays!!!
btw, dya tk sombong ok!!
an tu yg sombong.. pe jek..
k enjoy ur bdae..
smile k an.

im sad.
a fren of mine is leaving soon..
awww..

chat wif sumone.
kind of clear things up.
i hope so.
haiz..
weird is da word.

yoko!!
i stress siall..
so long nv go class..
miss so many lesson..
haizzz..
teach me hor..

ayg stayed wif me till my mum alek.
asked him to download fer me sum stuffs.
but too bad unable to.
so shared wif him my treasures*..
heheh..
help me wif e anti virus n pop ups..
while i study fer my networking n visual basic..
but too bad..
tk leh masok otak pon..
tertido adelah..
heheh..

my ayg reached home already..
if only he share e same room as me..
i dun haf to woory about wats his been doin or up to.
coz i juz hafta turn my head n tadaaa!!
haha.. but tu kena la tunggu biler da sampai masenye ekh..
heheh..
insyaallah..
lau jodoh panjang..

if u pple are trying to say dat im obsessed wif my bf, go ahead.
coz i am.
hah.
period.

havin my lab test tmr.
shiitness

im havin flu.
thanx ayg, fer passing it over to me.
urghh!!

oh yaa..
saw fir, khai n afif pat elp tadi..
they shouted as though da lamer tk jumpe gitu..
memang da lamer pun kan..
hahaha..
ya la..
sumtym i hafta agree to a certain thing.
but not all k.
hahahah..

ohh shiitss!!
i think my mum saw sumthing..
but she kept quiet..
phheewww!!