Take me from the past of all my mistakes to where the future lies

Thursday, August 31, 2006 13:45

Sunday
went fer haz's sista wedding..
very young indeed..
but still, both looked awfully GORGEOUS!!!
met ayg b4 pi cC..
most of em da siap.
saw nana n elly!!!
da lamer eh tk nampak korang..
mcm rindu plak kan..
haizz..
finally i saw u.
wawa!!! wif ur new haircut n highlights sumore.
cool!!
e kompang guys too..

went der by bus.
sue gf plus wawa was der already.
haz look gorgeous!!!
sweet lar ehh..
aisha was der.
plus haikel n kakak came too!!!
gave her a tight hug wen i saw her..
been soooo long seyy..

i loike this mini green cake
thingy at haz's sis wedding place..
n he do too.

i loike e sambal prawn at e guy's side wedding place,
n he do too..
sampai we juz take e prawns w/o e rice lar ehh..
kecohh!!

fyza n shaida!!!!
i nk pics!!!
lagi2 pics yg pat pole tu..
huahuaha..
nvm.

pi dira's bdae party..
cute seyy dier!!
mcm nk gigittttttt jek auu..
geramm nyee..
i like e "dade"
sedap.manis.lazat.

yup..
i went bdae party in my kebaye nyonya costume.
alek kena marah dgn ibu.
goshh!!
like wer else wud i go in such costume??
town? MOS? kelab dangdut?!!
tk dapat lar ehh..
tk pasal2 kene marah..
bingit seyy..
no mood to study seyy..

Monday
eventhough i, myself seems relax instead of nervous..
n of coz, e papers were ok.
not too hard n not too diff fer me.
mayb i cud obtained a c?
hahah..

Tuesday
went study.
fer EAC.
hafta go fer my tarian prac at 3.30.
but fyza n wawa cant make it.
so me haz bedahkuz n kynn was trying
our best to remember e steps n all.
n i dun even get to study fer my EAC paper.
haizz!!!

mas juli hafid n rizal all went to kynn's house to study.
mas n juli overnight der..
was actuallie jealous la kan..
i mean, im soon goin to turn 19 n
i cant even ton or overnights n shiits..
i understand my mum is worried n care fer me n stuffs
BUT cant she like juz say "YES"
e moment i ask her permission to have sleepover..
urggh!!

Wednesday
ok..
let me say this.
i think im gonna FAIL my eAC paper.
like reallie..
my jaw dropped open wen
i turn e paper page by page.
goshh!!
my mind was blank of all sudden..
e PLC, e grafcet, e 7 segment decoder, e boolean algebra n more..
damm it..
i think i hafta take e supp paper la..
ni lah akibatnye org pi library tapi tk blaja..
hmm..

had lunch wif dearest b afta dat.
im gonna miss u allloootttttt!!!!!
bile ko free, make sure ko meet aku ok?
n we will updates each other like no body business!!!
im gonna laughter, ur nvr ending fone calls,
ur "WOITS" wenever we msn n
OUR most fave ayg n b's camwhoring session together.
b, im reallie gonna miss u..
serious sey nie..
n i noe, u'll miss me too kan b?

Sunday, August 27, 2006 01:46

woke up by sumone's call.
thanx btw.

been tossing n turning in bed yest..
i cant sleep.
i duno wat ur doin out der while im worrying down here.
thanx fer explaining.
i appreciate dat..

im having exams..
i hope it wont b a distraction fer me.
even if it's a minor.

to make myself clear,
i dun love u coz i need u.
bUt i nid u bcoz of dat i lurve u.

i noe u love me.
my ans is dat, i still need u here wif me.
every second of every day.
bcoz, i lorve u..

im reallie sorie..
if i ever make u sad.
if i ever hurt u.
if i ever make u angry.
if i ever make u disappointed in me.
i'll try my best.
my very best..
to prove u wrong..

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Saturday, August 26, 2006 13:48

i'll juz make it short n simple.
u meant alot to me.
my jaw dropped opened.
am i hearing e ryt things here?
is dat wat exactly came out from ur mouth?
goshh!! it hurts..
reallie..
cant believe dat u actuallie think dat way of me..

i duno.
i seems to lost fer werds.
all this while?..
am i?
i feel soo...
urghh..

I’m letting the telephone ring..
cuz I don’t know why.
I don’t want to hear you explain..
and I don't want to hear myself cry.

Tears are words that the heart could not say,
A crystal drop of it could touch someone's soul,
The silent tears are the worst that love can gives you,
No matter what I do for you,
A thousand tears will always flow from my eyes.

Don't run when I push you away.
That's when I need you most and want you to stay.

04:24

a vid from saosin.
had always been my favourite.

Friday, August 25, 2006 20:54

i'm sorry that it took so long
to write this song
but i gave up
you see one million words can't describe
how it feels
to know your love

where did i go wrong?
i should have told you from the start
that i'm closer then you think
when we're apart
nothing that i've tried
is as simple as this line

but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so I'll try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more to tell you
every single day

i swear i'm giving up my inside
to the onethat i adorded
i know this world is big enough
for you and i
but i'll give you more

i'm coming home today
to wipe the tears right from your eyes
i'm totally enamored by your life
nothing that i've done
has ever been for one

but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so I'll try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more to tell you
every single day

my life is incomplete
my rites are absolutely gone
so wake me up
before you leave today
something i need to say
cause they'll be nothing when you're gone

14:55

him.
e lurv one..
and will always be..

Her.
whoever can decribe her?

14:30

woooaahh!! guess wat?
i overslep!!!
worst is dat i cant even hear my fone rang!!
woke up wif 61 missed calls on my hp screen!!
missed calls by *yours truly*..
gosh!! dat is VERy bad!!

rushed to skool.
met abang den went to da lib.
hahahz..
was reallie studying sey todae.
like, reallie lar..
ermm.. wonder y eh? hmm..
hush hush!!
wink*

met b fer lunch!!
maha story lar ehh.
saw faisal n malek!!!
hmm.. but, didnt manage to bump into e rest.
rafi is as cute as always!!
his smile can definitely melts any gurls heart ehh..
hahahz.

y says dat sumone is charming.
she said dat he IS charming.
n she feels "shy" weneva he is around.
hmm.. nvm, forget it.

e rest came later afta dat.
n e smangat-ness nk blaja changed
to talking n slacking session again.
aiyooooooo...
ape ni dya?..
BUT not until it was 6pm..
wer everyone, as in everyone got really kanchiong.
including me lah of coz!
yoko darling came too..
haf not seen her fer weeks!!!
"ïm going to kidnap u lar dya!!"
dats wat she said..
to yoko: "im waiting lar dear.. quick!! b4 sumone else does okayy"

qabeer, fir, afif, haikel n hairi were der too.
fattah?
nahh.. missed him lar..
been so long since i last crapped wif him..
hope he is fine wereva he is..

went off at 7 plus. now, im home.
attached to e comp..
but only fer a moment..
coz i gotta study like hell later!!

sumone gotta wake me up tmr okayy!!
or i'll fail e paper..

i adore long hair guys lar..
they look so "admiring"

zach efron

blink 182 (centre person)

jonathan bennet

taking back sunday

amber pacific

saosin (i lUrve em LOADSSS)

i duno wad or why tis is happening.
i freaking hate it.
wadeva it is, i still lorve u.
trust in me dearest.
no matter wHo try to pull us apart,
i hope we're strong to handle this.
i wish i am.

Thursday, August 24, 2006 14:19

i cant study!!
i dunch noe wer e mood haf gone off too..
still in my "playing" mood.

met Mas in da mornin.
and e rest afta dat.
juli n kynn came.
though books and notes and highlighter are all over e desk,
it just doesnt make me reallie wanna study.

saw alot of Mr. eyecandiies.
one come n go..
n e rest was like..
ooohhhh aaaahhh and der goes e giggles n grin.
haizz..
my b didnt come todae.
im bored!!

meet ayg halfway n went to clubroom.
bedahkuz n wawan was der..
watched "Virgin"wif her while e guys practised kompang.
ders a lil joke i'd like to share BUT, i guess it wouldnt b gud lar..
still, i n bedahkuz* juz cant stop laughing talking abt it..

haz gf, im here if u nid to talk okayy.
dun be sad!!
tmr is ur last paper seyy..
mine haven even start yet au..
boohhoooo!!!

this is tOTAL sadness.
meeting helmi n abang tmr in da mornig since,
hakim they all are coming later den usual.
so reallie hafta study lar seyy.
fridae morning is my paper.
so STRessed lar!!

wake me up at 3 k ayg.
i gotta study later.
miss u.
like always.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006 14:44

unlike other days,
i was home late todae.
thanx fer accompanying me though..
at least, im happily home.

had dinner together todae.
den watched sum show i lend frm a fren.
im tired.
gota meet abang tmr in da morning..
den i'll meet e rest in da library.
gosh!! left wif 2 more solid days to study.

found out da name ready!!
its muhaimin lar ehh..
iqa juli n mas
u noe wat to do now eh..
hahahahaz..
keoh lar tadi..
bnyk nye nk blaja..

teman ayul had his lunch.
wif e company of afif n fadh!!!
miss korang lar ehh..
yelah, part2 camni sumer aku je yg sombong pe..
see u all tmr in skool..

rafi n an!!
da lamer lar ehh tk nampk korang..
tadi mcm happy plak eh dpt chit chat skejap..
shiddiq, taufiq,hafiz, helmi, ain, aisha, n nurul!!!
wer are u?
come out from ur hiding place can??

wan!!!
ayul say u emotional now..
knape ehh?
hahaahaa..
geram lar eh tadi!!!
hmmph!!
dun stress2 la ok.

haz n sue gf..
see u in 3 days tym sygs!!!

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm begging you to beg me

i miss my ayg.
i realize i do.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006 14:54

14:29

like i said..
things wont turn out e way it sUPPOSED to be.
heh.

thanx to hafid fer buih-ing ehh..
bnyk la ko pe kul 9.15am jumpe..
at last jumpe kul 1 eh??
waste tym btol..
lau tk aku da read tru till e last chap seyy..
haozz..
3 jam sioll..

but, im happy..
iqa came!!
n since its been days we last saw each other..
of coz ders so much to update..
n we started by blablablablablablabla...

hehhe..
study fer awhile..
read my notes...
highlight here n der..
understanding e procedures..
n of coz, camwhoring!!

i lurve her lar seyy..
my camwhoring kaki cum my shopping kaki..
afta bedahkuz**

hehehhe..
u noe da lil' secret baby..
shhhhhhh!!!!!
hehehhe..
must meet up lar u both..
sampai bile ni nk camtu..

stayed till like bout 6 before ne n iqa went off.
thanx to ayul fer topping up my fone ehh...
hahhaz..
next tym, nk tk wayang...
u pay fer urself aite?
hehehhehez..

so mit wirna..
n i actuallie had fun hanging out wif her..
though we're in our clubroom..
juz e two of us..
(we're not lesbi okaYy**)
we still had fun..

watched GUBRA..
we laughed.
coz we both tk faham wad is e outcome of e story..
wtached e dk guys vidz.
we laughed.
coz we had sum problem recognizing whu is whu on dat vid.
prank chat wif sumone.
we laughed.coz we only realize sumthing* afta sum tym of da convos.
irritates sumone.
we laughed.
coz it kiter yg di-irritate-kan(kong asam tul!!)
played dinner dashed(in sumones's lappy)
we laughed.
coz, we were so kangciong on which part to concentrate on dat
most of our customer get angry n went off w/0 paying..
hahahahhahahaaahaaahaha..
i had fun lar wirdya!!!
hehhehe..

but der will soon be more..
of coz.

01:34

im bored!!
wif nothing to do now..
(padahal aku leh buka tu buku n start revising eh?)
ntah lah..
tis sem, cam tkde mood ar nk "smangat" blaja..
haiyaa..
been slacking seyy this few days..

pi blaja pun cam tk pi blaja..
ape tk..
main taiti lar, pi makan lar, bubble tea lar..
dgr lagu la, nyanyi lar, brangan lar..
camane nk pass lau camni..?

diam tk diam,
my paper is like this cuming fridae!!!
shiitness!!!
not even a module i've memorised.
dat is da worst i wnna noe..
goshh!!!

afta all e planning n stuffs..
i didnt manage to follow e plan im supposed to follow.
so dat mean, i've waste my tym all this fcuking while..
uhh-oHhh..
i need to buck up..
seriously..

todae is my ayg's first paper.
gud luck to those having their paper todae..

sum tips**
sbelum buka muka surat pertama.
bacalah doa atau surah untuk menerangkan hati anda..
n anda akan dapat membuat kertas itu dgn tenang.

wir is coming!!!
hehehz..
azli gonna bring his lappy..
gonna bring sum dvds fer us to watch later..

Sunday, August 20, 2006 14:57

im in lorve wif sumone todae!!!
and fer e first tym, its not my ayg okayy!!!
yes!!!
hahahz..
he reallie melts my heart!!!
goshh...
he is sooooo cute lar..
mcm nk curi jek seyy..
urghhh!!!

BUt, i noe sumone wont like it if i do..
hmm..

aAaaaaAAAWWWwwww..

spent my days to nyt wif a certain sumone.
hehehe.
i loike..
winkies**

watched e high skool musical.
i like e main cast hairdo la..
if only my ayg had dat kinda hairstyle..
i wont even take my eyes off him i guess..
hehehz..

well, we haf Vince clone which is kynn darl's bro..
now,
we also haf danny x-factor clone too.
n he's cute lar..
fair sumore..
hahah..
well,
im only giving em compliments..
nothing else..
so it stops der only okayy..

im tired.
gotta go study tmr wif my beloved ayg..

Saturday, August 19, 2006 14:28

i hate fridae.
wen actuallie i do..

haiz.
i dunoo..
tun perak comp had been postponed to september 3rd.
on da bright side,
e guys can manage their tym fer study n practise.
due to major exam period now..

me too can study fer my exam dat fall on da 28th.
coz, on da 27th ade kakak haz nye wedding thingy..
eee... tk sabar seyy..
haz n sue!!! whee~~
hehehez..
cant wait to haf fun dat day..
wif e rest of my darls of coz..
bedahkuz* aku rindu ko..
da lamer sey tk nampak ko..
tho we're in skool..
mayb we both bz wif exams la.

iqa baby..
asal la ko tk turun on fridae..
kong asam btol au..
hmmph..
now i cant study sal notes aku pat ko au..
monday make sure ehk!!

got nothing to do lar todae.
had my notes all done.
so left wif, MEMORISING em..
i loathes dat alot.. seriously..

Friday, August 18, 2006 14:53

things were'nt like wat i expected it wud be.
heh.
e tot of "REALLIE" gonna study todae, was not right.
it wasn't right until e minute i got sick in da stomach.
urghh.. e feeling was soo...
nevermind..
im lucky to haf ayul, dhil, hairi n e rest around..
yan n afiq wif their never ending jokes
dat makes me laugh n hurts even more..

e pain was unbearable, realllie.
hakim was so concerned la ehh wen ganesh told him im sick n i went home.
wow.. was amazed lah..
padahal, i was wif hajar n bo all..
resting myself..

if only i still haf my old fone, i wud haf upload
yan's n afiq's pic dat had made me laugh todae..
but, too bad i cant..
double shitness..

so dhil called ayg n ayg came n took me to rest.
e massage was great la.
bukan senang au nk suruh si rizz urut aku..
haha..
watched e guys played soccer wif bedahkuz!!!
kinda miss her lar..
ever since we're both soo bz wif our bf nowadays..
but, we still kip in touch n updates each other wif everything.
so dats cool..

haz n sue gf!!!
wer r u?
my paper ar on 25,28 n 30th.
BUT, i'll b in skool frm mon-fri.
so juz beep me aite darls..?
i miss those laugh we used to share..
those happy state im in..
n those advices n opinions..
most of all, i miss u..

wir!! i saw u todae..
but, i was so tired lar tadi..
reallie sorie..?
nxt tym kiter chit chat aite?

to e guys, sorie ayang cant join u all lepak todae.
coz he was wif me..
huahuahua..
i guess, my instinct was ryt.
they r gonna b ok.
n yess..
they did.

though e celebration was a small one..
i m happy n elated dat it happened.
wif those i hearts sumore..
n fer e first tym, my dearest bro n ayang was der.
me n my bro had make a deal.
n, i kinda see dat he is abit like me lar..
"like sista like brother"
hahahz..
but, he's loving lar ok..
pandai amik hati gf dier..
hehhez..
sweet plak tgk..
though he is still young la..
adeq aku sorang tu kan.. kecik2 da miang..
haizz..

we had cakes, chicken, ice tea, watched vcds together..
i wished my bro stays wif me lar.
mayb i wud feel MORE like in da family.
at least i wud haf sumone to talk or joke wif wen im at home..
ayang is stuck to my teddy.
i wonder wat is he thinking la..
they stayed till 11.40pm..
n ayang went home wif my adeq lar ehh..
hahha..
if they can click dat fast, y cant ain n i eh?
hmm..

reallie..
im happy to see e smile on my mum's face wen ayang n adeq came into e house.
she was surprised i noe..
coz i hafta "lied" sying we're having dinner outside since
she changed into her pyjamas already.
while changing, i get everything ready..
e drinks, e plates..
aww..
im excited myself..
i noe she wud be surprised..

hmm.. she had sum talk wif ayang juz now..
im wondering wat is it about actuallie..
uh oh..

okayy..
i gonna haf my shower now.
n gotta wait fer ayang msg stating dat he's home.
if not, im gonna b crazy again finding fer him..
kan ayul?
hahaha..

iQa!!!!
tadi ko dtg..
aku sakit plak..
sok kiter pi blaja la seyy..
hehehs..

00:39

happy bdAe to my deArest mum!!!!
smoGa panjaNG umuR n murah rezeKi..
i hope, she's happy now..

weird is..
my step dad reallie reallie wants both ayg n my bro to be here later.
haiz..
though i already told him ayg cant make it seyy..
stress seyyy...
aiyooo..

nvm.
we'll see later la.
hafta go do sum buying of stuffs oso.
nasib baik he gave me e money to.
actuallie, he's nice la.
i duno y at tyms, i think he's not at all.

ayg..
how ni..?
help me can?

Thursday, August 17, 2006 14:12

aSsumptions?
i hate dat werd..
it tends to make me think otherwise...
but..
noT anymore..

thanx eh..
had sum morning disturbance calls frm afiq, yan bonch n Ayul.
ape ape je lar korang nie..
tkde keje eh?
siaooo!!!

im juz plain tirEd.
tired of studies.
tirEd of skooLing.
tirEd of listening.
tired of advicing.
tirEd of i duno..

bedahkuz* haFta dance fer haz's sis weDding!!
dat means, she wont be der wif me all e way..
alahh!!!!
n she wont b dancing fer parkinson day..
dat is double shiitness!!!
urgHh..
haZ...
how?????

btw, tmr is my muMs bdae.
n my step-daD insist me to asked both my bro n ayg to be der..
i was like..
NO WAY!!!
i mean..
haiz..
but..
ntah la..
i hope he will consider it AGAIN..
i mean it seyy..

camwhore wif ayg todae!!!
gosh!! i lorve e pics..
BUt, i duno which one to delete..
i mean all of em are nice..
too bad i cant upload em to my comp now.
unless i send it via multimedia..
urgHHH...

btw,
nyts.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006 14:20

im home early todae.
no nagging..
no sulky faces..
no critizing of any kinds..
no pissed off feelings todae..
whee~~~

im sad lar..
so sad here..
i duno y am i feeling this way..
i haf those gud n great frens around me..
but, my feeling of sadness,
still overcomes my feeling of happiness.
y? exams couldnt be e reason of coz..
but.. e feeling is strange..
feels like..
GOSH!!!
i sound so deppressing here.
i mean, e more im trying to elaborate bt it,
e more emotional i feel..
ermm..

lets talk about happy stuffs..
hmm..
precisely, everything i "bump" into makes me happy..
iqa!!! wer are u?..
i so need u here wif me lar..

i've got a mission to accomplish..
i HOPE i manage to..
of coz i will..
but..
i dunoo..
im just worried..
worried dat things might go wrong or wadeva..
i mean..
yeahh wadeva..

my ayg n me make a bet todae.
n fer e first tym in my life im accept his bet.
once, he did ask me to agre on this betting game wif him..
like we're not suppose to talk to each other fer a mnth or so..
n whoeva breaks e bet Wins..
but, i turn dat down.
unlike this..
i agreed to it..
n we'll see k ayg..
we'll see how it goes..
hush hush okayy!!!

ok, its been like 2 days i last seen my darls!!
bedahkuz, haz, sue, elly n nana..
miss u all already..
precisely, khai had been missing ever since production.
i missed her aLOTT!!
dat darl of mine..

not forgetting my belorved darlinggs!!!!
twinny Ain, lovely NuruL and noisY aisha!!
these 3 gurls cant make my hair stand lar..
wheneva i hear em shouting my name..
it doesnt matter if ur at e other end of e canteen or wadsoever..
but, seeing em can already make myself smile..

kakak, ur goin off tmr..
do take gud care of urself au..
i lurve u..
on behalf of e shaz fam,
*we all lurve u*
im reallie sorie,
if we failed to haf e ann. dinner together..

i've seen him around before..
BUT he smiled at me todae.
i feel so weird. WTH?!!
heh.

Monday, August 14, 2006 14:53

Pussycat doLLs

jEsSica aLba n BeyonCe

brad pitT

Josh hArnett

DaviD beCkham n Victoria AdaMs

goshh.. i lorve this couple!!!
enVy em, reallie...

11:09

hahaha..
Apparently, my ayg has been found.
he was sound asleep last nyt on his bed..
u really scares me au ayg..
i tot u went missing or sumthing..
hmmph!!
notty au..

how i found out is wen, he gave me e good morning call todae.
hehehz..
sayang u au..
nxt tym pls Pls PLS, do msg or giv me a call ONCe u've reached home.
u make me worried au ayg..
like dat, i cant sleep in peace.

stayed home e whole day todae.
i sumhow manage to use my comp.
coz i've got 2 users..
BUT prob is i cant use mine!!!
all my stuffs, pics, exam tips are in der!!!!!
i cant even open any windows as none of e icons seem to appear on e screen..
ONLY e wallpaper of me n ayg appear. haizz...
any computer genius out der care to lend me a hand here?
do contact me tru my hp pls.
thanxxx..

hahhaz.. im so free dat i even change e skin n add abit of thing fer my blogie..
hmm.. but, is it too plain?
u judge okayy..

to feroz,
i dunch noe whu u r lar k.
im attached to my ayg here..
n im sorie if i nvr return ur calls or msgs..
if u wanna make new n more frens,
mayb i can help by askin my frens if their interested ok?

Sunday, August 13, 2006 14:59

i woke up early todae..
since im following ayg to siglap south..
met afiq, dok n ayul pat paya lebar,
den we took a bus der.
met yan bonch, dhil, yana n abang der..
weird is, they kept saying i n yana look alike..
hmm.. mane ade seyy..
btw bersmangat dorang sey..
can reallie see dat they're reallie into this upcoming comp..
haizz.. biler agaknye eh tarian kiter nk masok comp?..
like wat elly say, lau kiter masok comp,
mayb ders more smangat n urge to u noe..
like we-gotta-win attitude..
but, we'll see lar..
mayb aaron can teach us eh?..
hmm..

afta dat, we all pi town.
had a light lunch den we all pun pi straight to afiq's house.
wow!!! e food looks so..
deliciouss!!!!
especially e black pepper!!!!!!
i loike!!!!

then, e rest came..
bedahkuz, kynn darl, haz gf n sue were der too..
e seniors too..
n of coz sum of e juniors..
fyza tk dtg coz kynn say, she went JB..

we had this "doa slamat thingy" especially fer kakak
as she's goin into e police force soon.
and i mean SOON..
i'll pray fer her aite...
im gonna miss u..
"adeQ, dun be notty k"
is wat she said to me yest..
i promise, i wont..

afta everything..
we all lepak downstairs skejap..
saw this playground lar kan..
tot of playing blind mice BUT, sue pakai kain lar..
and sum of em are about to leave ready..
so i n zila went all e way playing n trying out e equipments provided.
hahaz..

heikal drove us home..
maha sempit lar ehh..
we all reallie hafta squeeze in da mpv.
gosh.
my back hurts lar ok..
still we had fun la in da car.
reached home around 12 plus.
my mum was mad at me fer coming home late.
at least, she didnt "beleter" at me..

had my bath n went to sleep..
ok, my ayg is missing..
he didnt kol me wen he reached home..
if he is FOUND, pls contact me aite?!!

03:52

me mySelf n i..

Saturday, August 12, 2006 14:35

ayAng deArest n mE**

us** again..

todae.
im gonna make it short n sweet.

i woke up.
i had my bath.
i siap.
i went out of my house.
i board a bus to clementi.
i met ayg at polyclinic.
i waited fer him outise while he went fer consultation.
i was being "tegur"by this uncle.
i dunch noe whu he is.
i give ayang a quick-lets-go signal wen he came out of dat consultation room.
i met ilah fer e first tym.
i think she is sweet..

we board e bus back to amk.
we had our lunch in da bus.
we lorves e curry prawns.
we rested fer awhile..

i had my hair done.
thanx to ayg fer temaning me..
whee!!!
i lurve u..

ayg was late fer dk.
to e dk guys, afiq, qai n all..
im sorie if he is late ok?
reallie sorie..

Friday, August 11, 2006 14:11

ok. its been sum time since i last blog.
haahha..
and yeah, so here i am now..
my comp got problem lar..
kinda spoilt lately..
damn it..
haiz.. n due to exam period also..
but of coz, i will continue to blog..
hahaaz..

yeah..
so thursdae..
i went to skool.
since im having my EAC lab test on dat dae.
suppose to met iqa at 1pm (we're always late)'
but end up meeting her at 1.40 like dat.
went to do sum stuffs n print out shiits.. den to e lecture hall.
ONLY to noe dat lecture has ended.
waste my tym dtg siang2 jek.. hmmph!!!

iqa n bo went fer their BPO class.
while i met hakim n hafid unda e block.
cam biase jugak..
had my lunch der too..
get to noe this person..
i forgot wats his name, but, dat doesnt matter either..
i duno how actuallie hakim n hafid get o noe him and all but,
i juz feed wen he's around..
so we lepak till like about 3 aru masuk skool alek..
had my test.
it was difficult lar..
coz, afta dat common test fer this module,
i never go fer EAC lectures, EAC tutorial n also, EAC labs!!!
gosh, no wonder i duno anything about it..
so u tell me ok..

nvm, its over anyways
my ayg didnt go to skool todae..
coz, he dun haf to.
only to find out frm nazree dat he's suppose to take his common test todae..
noty au my ayg nie..
tk pi common test..
hmmphhh!!!

met iqa n went to survey shops afta dat.
we ate sushi!!! super selicious!!!
hahhaha...
i loikE!!

we went home afta dat.
my ayg was online lar seyy..
so i chatted wif him fer awhile..
not until, my comp got disconnected..
so sorie to those whu nudge me dat dae..

ok la..
gotta sleep..
nyts..

Thursday, August 10, 2006 14:57

it was not gud in da afternoon wen it cums to me ushering e singaporeans..
a certain of em actuallie..
but still, weneva they gave me a smile, im more than happy..
i noe dat their excited n everything..
it touches my heart to see them smilling at me..
unda da hot n scorching sun,
wif others pushing n squeezing their way tru..

todae..
i ate chicken fer lunch.
chicken fer dinner.
and chicken fer supper.

e fireworks was beautifool!!!
i was like wow!!

HAPPY 41th bdAe SINGAPORE!!!
n also this goes to my most belorveD granDMa!!!
semoga allah s.w.t panjangkan umur n murahkan rezeki nenek..
nadia sayang sangat pat nenek au..

Wednesday, August 09, 2006 14:40

i woke up.
feeling draggy n tired..
my body aches lar..
aiyaaa..

called ayg..
he's at home too.
msg e rest, they're at skool already..
so we meet haz, bedah, wan n ayul at amk mrt n off we went to city hall.
had dinner at magic wok.
qai n elly came n join us..
kimmek!!!
air dier punyer tk sedap!!!
haiz..
still, hafta drink wat..
afta dat, went esplanade to catch e fireworks..
met sue n bf der too..
so e 7 of us went..
it was packed lar ehh..
saw mai, yan n zul too..
kecohrable seyy..
BUT, e most romantic thing was, i get to see e fireworks wif him..
n i lorve dat moment..

but, im watching it again tmr..
pat stadium agi..
hehhez..

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 13:37

thanx again to iQa fer being e BESt evEr shopping kaki!!!
aku sayang ko ok?
hahaahz..
bnyk barang la nk beli..
but, i haf nO money at e moment.
am saving fer sumthing..
so, cant blame myself for dat.
hahaha..

n seriously iQa..
aku da jelak au dgn chEESe!!!!
saturdae to sunDae to mondAe mam cheeSe..
aiyoo...

went esplanade wif iqa on Sundae.
planninG was to study.
n we did okayy!!!
hahahhaz...
fyQa n faz was der too..
kadang2 kiut lar tgk e 2 twins in front of me..
if only i haf a sista or bro wif me, in tis house, in this room,
everyday, every minutes, every seconds...
i'd be MORe than happy..
yup, n we went lepak at starbucks..
terserampak qai n elly too..
run into adam a couple of tym.
i think he's married..
but i dunoo..
he is still cute btw..
miss those camwhoring session wif him..
bah!!

meet ayg afta dat pat city hall.
i dunch noe y i feel dat way at dat moment.
one tym, i was so eager to meet him..
another, i wasnt.
teman him to skool..
he had his dk pract..
met my sayangs der..
bedahkuz, sue, haz, elly n claire9haz's fren)..
lepak fer awhile..
then,
left me haz n elly je.
so we practised our dance lar ehh..
kecoh seyy..
still, we 3 had fun..

hahaahz..
these gurls, always crave dat smile in my face.
thanx!!!

12:01

Sunday, August 06, 2006 15:02

Being in your arms,
Is nothing like before,
You make me so happy,
And leave me wanting more.

I love just being around you,
Because you're so much fun,
You make me scream on the inside,
You're my number one!

Everything is so great right now,
I can't believe it's true,
I cannot think of anything,
- except you.

I love you for WHO YOU ARE,
And all you'll ever be,
You are so perfect in my eyes,
And teach me to love myself for bein' me.

I admire your strength,
In everything you do,
There's nothing that makes me happier,
Than watching you be you.

The love I'm feeling now,
Is nothing like before,
We were only good friends then,
But now we're so much more.

You're nothing like the others,
This time it's all a new deal,
So tell me if you love me,
And tell me that it's real.

You are everything to me,
And make me feel so great,
I can't believe it's me you want,
You give me hope and faith.

You listen to my problems,
And never turn away,
I love just being with you,
And I hope that we will stay...

Just like this forever,
And I hope we truly do,
You're always here for me,
And I'll always be here for you.

I just want you to know you're special,
To me in everyway,
You're one of the greatest guys I've ever met,
And mean more to me everyday.

14:59

pics of my ayg taken toDae!!!
hehehez..
todae my ayg treat me pizza hut lar ehh..
aww.. so sweet kan?..
never had a guy who treat me at a restaurant before.
pizza hut is already considered expensive to me..
so ur e first lar ayg..
i appreciate dat.
thank you so much ayg..
i lurve u...
n of coz, i dun juz say i lurve u juz coz u treat me..
i've said it like alot of tyms n i think ur sick of hearing em huh?
kan ayg?
had fun window shopping, chatting wif u, had fun todae!!!
cant believe all our "days" were at e same place huh ayg?
heheh, funny kan? but, its true..
i wonder wats e reason behind it..
hmmmm...

went n lepak at fountain of wealth afta dat..
wif our starbucks drinks..
dis tym, my treat..
dats all i can afford lar ryt now..
so sorie ayg..
in nxt few mnths or years mayb,
i'll treat u sumthing big lar k?
lau duit i cukup..
still, its not e money dat matter la ayg..
it's being wif u dat makes me happy.. =D

ayg wore smart todae..
goshh!!! cant stop looking at him..
n wenever i looked at him, a smile is seen on my face..

e first day we met I never knew we'd be together,
much less fall in love...
but now, I'm so glad I found you.